so...

...i have finally deactivated the fuck out of facebook. this is probably because i can't bear the thought of my status going from *in a complicated relationship* to *single* which it most certainly will do at some point in the future. i wouldn't be able to handle the sympathy that will go with that to tell you the truth, i'm wallowing in my own self-pity as it is. it is almost certainly because almost everybody else i know seems happy and is loved by their respective others and will not shut up about it. i am also sick of seeing the lovely houses people have moved to. i am jealous and being mostly sad at the moment.